Well let's just say it is supposed to be my pre-op optifast diet but the last 2 days have been pretty crappy (there is no other nicer way to say it). I have eaten things I shouldn't have (like dim sims, chicken sticks, wedges - what the!!). The hunger has just gotten the better of me I'm afraid and it is while at work during the day it is really difficult to just have a shake. I am literally shaking from hunger - what to do...
Hopefully, now the weekend is here I can concentre on this diet thing. At least I did start early and my 2 weeks was meant to start yesterday. I did start on Sunday and I weighed myself yesterday morning and I had lost 3.6kg - mind you that was before eating the crappy food. I am really really really going to try my hardest from now on - I am petrified my liver won't shrink enough - I have to be strong and if I am hungry then TOUGH!!
This is why I need a lapband, I cannot stay on a diet for peanuts - the hunger gets the better of me and I cave. This has to be different because this is not a diet - this is surgery and I need to follow the damn rules.
I don't know if or what I have put on because of this eating but at least I still have 13 days to go before surgery so all is not lost - AS LONG AS I STICK WITH THE OPTIFAST AND NOTHING ELSE
Countdown is on.
Sharon
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